"I answered an ad in the newspaper looking for girls. It was the cheesiest and cheapest video. My first time, I was drunk. I was so very nervous and it was hard. I was very camera shy at the time. Once I started drinking, I was okay, but before that, I was too nervous to do a thing. I couldn't even look at the camera. I was afraid people were going to see me and hear my voice. What if I sound terrible? What if I make these stupid faces? Those things were constantly going through my head. After I did the first video, it became easier and I felt I could do it for a living. <br> <br> "I don't have to watch myself, but I can do it in front of the camera. What I usually do most of the time is imagine I'm with some cute guy or girl and, then it makes it really, really easy. I love it! It's a lot of fun. Actually, more than anything, I've learned to like having people around. Having people watch while I'm having sex. It's kind of cool. I can forget about all the other people around me and really get…
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